liFe,,,

aish,, npe sek mau mrah2 je ni,,hmm?? t cpt tua tw,,cian org t,,hoho ne ad desak2,,juz ty je kn,, t pasni xmo mrh2 lg ea, xseronok la sek mrh je,, kn?? marah = tua tua = ...! tettt! tp lw blnje mkn,,ske2!!hehe any tym on,,:) lg2 nasi ayam penyek,,huhu sdp nye,,besh,,haha ::teruskn perjuangn k!!sukses2!!::

hepy brthday..

today is ur brthday..sometimes i wish u call me using ur free call.. but yesterday..when i wish hepi brthday..and i wish that we can be a good fren..u said u wish to forget me..dont wan 2 noe me..and u ask me to pray for u so tht u can forget me n never thnk bout me.. am i to cruel? why put all the blame on me? i never meant 2 hurt u.. it juz mean 2 be.. why juz can't we start a new life.. i'll nvr forget u..i'll nvr hate u.. it juz not the same as b4.. i still care bout u but it's nt love.. why dnt u understnd?? am i make it hard 4 u?? if that wht u wish 4..then..gdluck! this is the last messge to u..and i'll nvr cntct u anymore.. that is my promise.. bye brthday boy..

hikayat 6 in da evening

hye sume...

camne cuti??? ape2 pon ahad ni da kena blk UTM...

x sangke cuti 2 weeks ni da smpai ke pghujung nye...

nway prjuangan kena dteruskan wlaupon mood cuti n ry blum abes...

bagi aku cuti kali ni plg brmakne... xde pape yg special pon...

tp cuti kali ni mcm2 yg da trjadi...

tp xde la ak nak cite sume kat cni kn... nanti xlarat lak korang nak bace...

lgpon x sume mende meant to be shared...

some things we can share... some are not...

this is not a matter of trust but i guess everyone

has their own little secrets... Only Allah knows whats in our little heart...

actually cite ak kali ni brkait ngan cite 'hikayat 6 in da morning' tu...

yela bile ak asyik trfikir

-bile ak akan jmpe die lg

-ak syg kat die lg ke

-ak rase cam nk jmpe die

-die cane skrg

-and many things bout him keeps running through my head

FINALLY.. i got the answer...

sbb ak baru jew jmpe die baru2 ni...

lepas ak evaluate blk prasaan ak...

ak rase baek ak lupekan die je...

ak pon da cube buang prasaan yg ade...

ak rase camni lbh tenang... drpd ak still tahan prasaan ak..

baek lpskan je... n move forward... jgn toleh blkg da...

ak x rugi... die.... bia la ape die rase... ak x ksh da...

nasihat ak wat korang yg pendam2 rase ni...

-lau brani luahkan je kt die...

-lau rase skt pendam, baek lpskan prasaan 2... wat pe dera perasaan sndiri

-lau korg rase enjoy, truskan... syg dari jauh...

ape2 pon ikut kate hati...

bkn kate org laen...

jd dri-sndiri n wat kputusan tg terbaek wat dri korang...

i wish i could sing this song...

but i couldn't sbb situasi ak len...

My tears run down like razorblades And no, I'm not the one to blame It's you ' or is it me? And all the words we never say Come out and now we're all ashamed And there's no sense in playing games When you've done all you can do But now it's over, it's over, why is it over? We had the chance to make it Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over I wish that I could take it back But it's over I lose myself in all these fights I lose my sense of wrong and right I cry, I cry It's shaking from the pain that's in my head I just wanna crawl into my bed And throw away the life I led But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die But now it's over, it's over, why is it over? We had the chance to make it Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over I wish that I could take it back I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart Don't say this won't last forever You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart Don't tell me that we will never be together We could be, over and over We could be, forever I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart Don't say this won't last forever You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart Don't tell me that we will never be together We could be, over and over We could be, forever It's not over, it's not over, it's never over Unless you let it take you It's not over, it's not over, it's not over Unless you let it break you It's not over (seconhand serenade - Its not over)

~ by hikayat gurl ~

adakah DIA kawan saya?

Hidup ini memang rumit kan? Kita ada kawan tapi xsemua boleh mendengar apa yang kita hadapi. Kita ada kawan tapi tidak semua dapat memahami. Kita ada kawan Tapi tidak semua boleh dipercayai.

Namanya kawan tapi masih mengata dibelakang. Namanya kawan tapi masih menyimpan rahsia dari kita. Namanya kawan tapi tidak disamping bila diperlukan.

Apa erti kawan yang sebenar bila semua cuba menunjukkan mereka bagus dengan mempekecilkan yang lain. Apa erti kawan bila yang diberikan bukanlah nasihat tetapi kritikan. Apa erti kawan bila tentang kita diceritakan.

Kawan itu sepatutnya seseorang yang memahami, yang mampu mendengar segala luahan hati kawannya, yang mampu memberi dorongan yang baik, yang tidak mengata buruk tentang kawannya, yang memberi sokongan kepada kawannya.

Apakah makna KAWAN pada zaman sekarang sudah berubah. Kita takut untuk berkongsi cerita kerana takut dikutuk, kita takut berkongsi rahsia kerana bimbang dibocorkan, kita takut menunjukkan diri kita yang sebenar kerana khuatir disisihkan. Adakah Dia boleh digelar sebagai kawan?? Sedarlah wahai sahabat, tiada seorang pun di dunia ini sempurna. Mungkin hari ini kamu tidak merasainya, tetapi suatu hari nanti kamu akan tahu betapa pentingnya memiliki KAWAN YANG SEBENAR.

ape makne raye skrg?

ingat lagi mase kecik2 dulu,, time raye je rase epi sgt,, lgik semiggu puase nak abes da mcm2 da terbyg dlm 0tak ni,, ketupat, rendang, main bunga api, mcm la,,dan yg pling pntg duit raye,,

mase pagi raye lak bang0n awal glez,, yela kan,,x sab0 nk ktip duit raye,, pas je mkn ngan slm family,, kelam kabut nak ku0,, pssing la satu kg,, x kre la knl ke x 0rg 2,,ms0k je umah d0rg,,d0k skjp, mn0m sikit,,tr0z nk blek,,ye la kal0 lelame kang sikit lak wet raye yg dpt t,, kal0 dulu 50sen 2 da kre byk da,,umah yg bg seringgit 2 mang kaye la k0t,,besh mse dlu,,

tp skang,,da mken bsr,,xtaw la nape ek,,mken lme mkan x bez lak raye nih,, mken saket ati je,,bab sume kdy tt0p,,huhu,,ble la rye nk bez cm dlu lgik,,mang r skang ni wet raye mken byk,,kuih mken byk,,tp feeling 2 lak yg mken x de,,

skang ni da x byk dak2 da jln kliling kg mnx wet raye,,d0rg lgik suke tgk tv,,ye la,,kan ad cite barbie la ben 10 the m0vie la,,huhu,,lgp0n d0rg nk kmp0l wet rye watpe,,parents bg p0n da ck0p byk da,,esh3,,

harap2 pasni raye x mati,,h0pe tahun dpn raye akn kmbli meriah semula,,huhu

sUke tP xSukE

kdg2 kte rse ske..

kdg2 kte rse xske..

kdg2 kte xtau kte ske ke x?

kdg2 kte cnfius..

kte xtau..

mne yg btl..mne yg slh..

kdg2 kte rse kte prlu kn seseorg..

kdg2 kte rse i dont need anybody..

sume 2 wt kte cnfius..

kdg2 kte rse kte ske die..

kdg2 kte rse mymph..

tlg la pegi!!

sbnrnye kte cnfius ngn perasaan sndri..

n kte xtau penyelesaiannye..

yg pntg kte perlu byk berdoa..

agr die yg terbk tuk kte dan sebliknye..

"ya Allah jika dia benar utk ku..dkt kn la hatinya dgn hatiku..

jika dia bukn milik ku..tabhkn la hati ku dgn ketentuanmu.."